I said some **** I shouldnt have and it pissed her off and for an hour or two I was down in the dumps, but I came to realize it wasnt going to work and I was trying to force something. She loved the flowers although I never got to see what they looked like. I sure would like to have my 100 bucks back but oh well lol. She knew some of what I had planned and really wanted me to come but the more I thought about it the more I kept trying to figure out why I was trying to hold it together. Time to have fun and live the single life for a while. Im 21 and live in Austin, it cant be that bad![]()