I gotta tell ya dale I understand both sides .Ive loaded an buttload in to my truck and still seems like its always broke down,8 transmissions,5 rearends and numerous other things.so i took alittle break and let it sit fo 3-4 months now.but on the other hand i think about all the fun and money i have in it and just cant get myself to sell or demod it.drive that work van like i do for awile and take a break ,b4 u know it you will be all cooled down and have the money to fix it.Luckily i have several other vehicles i can drive,but i do miss driving my baby.good luck.