Hey man, people have all different ways of dealing with death. Its the hardest thing in life to go through, whether it is a family pet or a close loved one. You just have to set yourself at peace, and know the he wont be suffering anymore and is in a better place. We are here for you. We're all like 1 big family here. I hope everything works out great and he lives another 6 years. It sucks, I know. But we are here for you.